Instagram

Search This Blog

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Kyle David

So after hours of intense labor (don't want to go into all the details),my little or not so little Kyle David was born amidst a few tears and much joy and pride. He is absolutely beautiful! It amazes me how much joy fills my heart every time I look at him. How does a tiny being like that absolutely steal your heart in such a short time?

He is absolute perfection to me. This realization took me quite a while to come to. My idea of perfection was exactly what every one's was. Who was I to determine that perfection for the Maker Himself? It would be like telling a manufacturer that a product made was defective even if it is a different variation from previous models!

Throughout my pregnancy, my prayers have mostly been for God to fix my baby. You see, Kyle was born with a special heart which is being fixed for better circulation as I type. It might require about 4 or more surgeries over the  course of his lifetime but I am rest assured that the master physician is at work so no worries there.

There are times when I wished I could be the one in his place. I wish I  could feel his pain and calm him immediately with my touch. There have been moments like that where just picking him up and cuddling him just calmed Him right down and other times he just remained inconsolable until sucrose was introduced.( Apparently, sucrose is like crack to babies!)

Again, I feel like God is sending me on a journey because I have been telling Him that I am willing to move my feet. I am interested and very excited about where this one will take my little family unit. A friend of mine  commented on how brave I was and all I could think of was the fact that God prepares us for testimonies and equips us in the process. This is by no means going to be the end of it I'm sure but why should I be  consumed by anxiety when He has said he will never leave me nor forsake me?

Originally written 10/12/11

6 comments:

maame said...

His grace is more than sufficient!!!!

DIDI said...

God`s with you and Kyle,he never lets his people down..

Anonymous said...

Your faith and strength is just amazing. Thanks for sharing your story, God bless you and your Kyle David (love his name)

Anonymous said...

Psalm 34 v19: A righteous woman may have many troubles, but the Lord will deliver her from them all....v22: The Lord redeems his servants, no one will be condemned who take refuge in Him.....such is your portion Maxine sayest the Lord! Divine healing is Kyle David's because the Lord says so and He NEVER lies..put your trust in HIM and no one else, not man, not doctors, not nay sayers, not science, in HIM!

prettykay said...

I really admire your faith. you are such a wonderful woman of God.... Praying with you and the family cos I know Gods will won't place u where his grace won't sustain you. (Naana told me that phrase when I became born again and I love that I am telling u dis. Goes to show that the maker has a plan for everything)

Maxine said...

@Maame- I know that for sure!

@ Didi- He doesn't; not even for a moment

@anonymous1-I love his name too. hehe... "my faith is built on nothing else, than Jesus' blood and rghteousness. I dare not trust the sweetest frame but souly lean on Jesus' name"

@anonymous2- Thanksfor the word! AMEN!

@PRETTYKAY-He sure reveals to redeem! Thanks for the prayers!