Scheduling Conflict?

I thought about you today
As I got up from my bed

All I could think of was you

I wanted to talk

Slowly I pushed myself up

With my right hand

Sat at the edge of the bed for a few minutes

Then I thought to myself:

Did he give me a kiss good morning/good bye?

I kept thinking about you

As I walked to the bathroom

Subconsciously, I whispered "Thank You"

And did the usual " a couple silly faces to make me smile"

I stared back at the image

And wondered why you gave me these features

Walked purposefully to the kitchen...

Then I thought to myself:

Did I eat too much dairy again?

I'm still thinking about you

1,2,3 O'clock come by
Emails checked, replied,

Facebook checked and stalked

Blogspot checked, new followers

Mine, where did the time go

Turned the TV on to while away the time

Then I thought to myself:

Did I call him already?

I thought about you
I know it felt like I was stalling

I could have made the contact there and then
Is it OK if I don't talk to you today?

Would you understand if I pretend that's okay?

Would you always care anyways?

Whether words are spoken or not?

Then I thought to myself:

Does it even matter?

So here I am at the close of today

Still thinking about you

Wishing I could talk to you
Cluttered my world with unnecessary chatter

Confused myself with insignificant banter

When all the while you watched on with a smile
Thinking of me as another day begins